I am so tired. Labels: work
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I wonder why there is a need to make the waiting areas of government clinics so darn cold. A sick person will just feel worse in that kind of environment, won’t he? A friend was saying this area is like decomposing, full of old people. Yet yesterday I saw a girl merely in her teens, in a wheel chair, in NCC. It made me feel sad. Handling the insurance cases, dealing with the mortality round, I see data to do with deaths quite often. Hell, working in NCC, I’m surrounded by sickness. And I wonder why there is cancer. Why it takes so many darn forms, why it is so prevalent. Now, the patients are merely names to me. What if one day, I can attach faces to the names? A wholly different matter altogether.
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And I think I need to get more than 4+hours of sleep daily. It is not nice to feel utterly sleepy when my colleague is trying to explain stuff to me. I have to drag my tired ass to training later. Ahhh. Where’s my bed.
On another note, the grumpy mood is finally lifting!