Battling the post-lunch sleepiness, and thoughts dart in and out of my consciousness, niggling little things. Do some people realize that words are a double-edged sword? Flattering to one, but insulting to another? Complicated issues – office politics and affinities with people. You never know whether things are flying over your head, whether you're fitting in well, whether you're doing well, whether you'll be okay even if certain friends leave. Benefactors. Mr. Fortune Teller said certain things, are they really true? The difference between life and death can be attributed to something as simple as giving way. Bee-bo-bee-bo *honk honk* went the ambulance this morning, lights flashing, but some cars just stubbornly stayed in the first lane, refusing to give way. Ever thought that your selfishness may cost someone his/her life? Affirmation: LEARN CPR/AED USAGE WELL! Value life, sustain life. Wonder if I'll have the time and money to go on a year-end holiday. To where? That's another problem. Relatively free at work, busy after work. Rushing around running errands, trying to settle problems. The root of my incredible tiredness and inertia when the alarm rings at 7.15am, probably. Nonetheless, the gargantuan responsibility of dragging myself out of bed and whacking the punk awake when I'm done washing up. Wonder if there'll come a day when she'll wake me up when I oversleep. Or will we both oversleep. The responsibility and the bane of being one of the small fries at work. We probably would like to be indispensable, but the sad truth of life is that everyone's dispensable. Time to move myself, my plant and my other stuffies to the small room with no privacy. Time's crawling. It has to learn to sprint. Way past time. Above all, sleepy.