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... and i am back!
Wednesday, 6 August 2008

Yes, I'm back in Singapore! At this point in time, I don't miss Japan that much, because the time spent at my grandparents' place felt like a transition period that prepared me for the return to Singapore. I'm just relieved that I managed to send and/or lug all my luggage home. To trim my check-in suitcase to 20kg, I stuffed so many things into my carry-on luggage, and the sum of the weight of both bags was about 20kgs! The 14kg hand-carry was the worse of two devils, I had to stop numerous times from the customs counter to the boarding gate because it hurt my hand so much. I was pretty worried about how I'd be able to stuff that bag into the overhead compartment because I couldn't exactly heft that over my head, but thank goodness for good samaritans! The guy in front heard the efforts of my friend and I to stuff it overhead, so he gallantly got up and asked, "Do you need help?" So he put it in for me, and when we landed, took it out as well. He was probably thinking, "My goodness, what did this girl stuff into the bag?!"

I had quite some thoughts when the plane was taking off and all that, but now that I'm back all thoughts have flown out of my head, and I'm just happy to be home! My parents picked me up at the airport, and my dad, upon seeing me for the first time in about 10-11 months, said, "you so fat I couldn't recognise you!" -.-" Gee, thanks dad. But it's true, I feel pretty meaty (hell, I AM pretty meaty), and it's high time I do something about it.

Home... Well, it's home. There's the little fatty lounging on my parents' bed, and I immediately yanked him up and into my arms to give the big hug I'd been longing to give. I love that little ball of fats so much! <3 It still feels a little surreal though, doing the things I used to do, like opening the fridge to drink my beloved heaven and earth green tea, showering, wearing my cute cartoon pyjamas (which smell a bit musky from being unused in almost a year), hanging my towel, using my desktop (the monitor suddenly looks huge, because I'd gotten used to my laptop)... Simply being in my room! I mean, not too long ago I was hanging out with my friends in Shibuya. Hell, not that many hours ago I was still in Japan! But as I face the loads of photos that await me on my desk, I am looking forward to getting down to sticking them into new albums (after I buy the albums, of course) after I unpack my bags tomorrow. Ooh! That means a trip to Junction 8! I wonder if anything has changed.

It's good to be home. Somehow or other my mom and I spent a lot of time chatting before and after I showered, and before we knew it it's 5am. Although we'd chatted lots when she called me in Japan, it's still better to chat face to face! :) Anyhow, before I get overtaken by my euphoria of being home and rush onwards with my plans of meeting up with my friends and all that, I want to blog about some backdated stuff! More to come, later in the day!

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hot, hot summer
Friday, 25 July 2008

I HAVE INTERNET!

... But only for a while because I came to Yoon Jeong's place to play and to use her internet to check on my CORS stuff and facebook. Life's been good, but swelteringly hot. I'd thought that nothing could compare to Singapore's constant heat, but Japan's summer is horrible. Even if the temperature is comparable to Japan's it's so much more humid here and as soon as I step out I start perspiring and get sticky. So I've started following the Japanese trend of bringing a little handtowel out to wipe sweat, and a parasol to block the heat, and a fan to fan myself, and sunblock to prevent sunburn! I can't imagine using so much protection in Singapore, that will be too weird.

Hehe anyway I'm really free at my grandparents' place so I'll be typing quite a few entries and uploading them when I get back home! Be prepared for a verbal diarrhoea then! :D Take care everyone, I'll be home soon. :)

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all aboard!
Tuesday, 22 July 2008

I've been at my packing for hours, and finally most of my clothes, shoes and cooking condiments are put into my suitcase or into boxes. How the hell did I accumulate so much stuff?! There are still more things in my drawers and on my shelves, but my strategy is to get up in a few hours time, go to the back alley of Santoku and get a kick-ass big box to throw everything else inside! While I've already prepared one box to ship home, I think I'll need to prepare another one. My friend lifted my suitcase and said that is definitely more than 20kg. Dang!

Speaking of ship, today I boarded one! Yes, instead of staying in to pack my room I went out to play again~ We boarded the 納涼船 that makes a round of the Tokyo waters in two hours or so, with free flow drinks (alcohol included) and performances. [ Insert: My friend's leaving the dorm now, and when I popped into her empty room with all the bare shelves and clean table, it made me feel a little sad. And a little stressed because that's what my room is supposed to look like, and at the moment it still looks lived-in, which is bad!!!]

Anyway, about the little cruise, it was a whole lot of fun. Somehow all of us didn't eat before boarding, so from the first cup of alcohol I already felt light-headed. However, I went on to drink a few more cups of beer, which made me feel pleasantly high. It's a nice feeling being a little intoxicated without losing all your senses. Enough talk, let's see some pictures.






concentrating on food


daydreaming. or collecting my senses


the lucky guy


the fan stuck in the back is sexy, says he


the yukata dancers


with the ship we took. salvia maru, which i first saw as saliva maru


titanic! neaaar, faaar, whereeeever you are~~

Since we didn't feel like going home immediately, we headed to the nearby playground and relived our childhood.


i like the ghostly transluscent effect


"there she goes!" this picture made me laugh!


choo-choo slide

After all the drinking and playing, we felt like eating something sweet, with me being greedy and going one step further to eat a burger as well.


sense my satisfaction?


demureness befits a yukata


but we like to deviate :)

In case anyone wonders why I keep up with my blogging even if it's done at 5am or 6am, it's because I won't have access to the internet after I leave the dorm, and I don't like super backdated entries! And the prompt uploading of pictures on facebook is so that my other friends get to see the pictures soon too. After all, if they're at all like me, they'll be really eager to see the pictures asap. Do unto others what you want done unto yourself!

I really like the yukata! It's simple enough to wear by myself, and when worn at night it's not too hot either. There's just something really feminine about the outfit that makes us feel really pretty. About two more weeks in Japan. Maybe I'll be able to wear it once or twice more!

With that, I'd better go. 4 more hours to the stay-awake-for-24-hours mark. But that's not my intention, so I'm going to sleep for 3 hours or so and resume my packing. Considering how often I use the internet, I'm going to feel really lonely without it the next two weeks! I'll still have my phone till at least the end of the month, so please mail me at kaori33@docomo.ne.jp, it will be very much appreciated :D

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横浜花火大会
Monday, 21 July 2008

Seriously, now my days are so packed with fun activities that I simply don't have the time and/or energy to pack my room. Tonight, I went to the Yokohama fireworks festival with Takako and Yoon Jeong, and it was absolutely awesome. Someone told me that when his/her friend saw Singapore's national day fireworks, he/she thought it was cute, ie small. Although I can't remember what kind of fireworks Singapore has for national day, I have to admit it's hard to compete with a fireworks show that lasts for an hour or more. While there are many varieties, at the end of the day I still like the biggest ones best. I love watching the little spark fly very high up into the sky because that's an indication that it's going to be something big and impressive. Seeing the lights explode in the sky, followed by the booming cracking sound a few seconds later, was amazing. I cannot explain why, but those that are especially breath-taking - the kind that makes people applaud - makes me feel moved. While keeping my eyes trained on the sky, my finger was busy taking pictures, and here are some of those that turned out well:


big bang :)


colourful spots!


many little flowers in the sky


diu diu diu!


i can't deny it. gold is grand


explosion of colours

The streets were extremely packed after the showcase ended, and since we were all the way in Yokohama decked in our yukatas, we decided to seize the opportunity and wander around to take pictures. I have to admit, having my grandfather's good camera in my hands made me extremely trigger happy. For once, I didn't have to worry about when the camera would start vibrating!


on the street closed to traffic


colourful ferris wheels make good backdrops!


the updo i did, and the obi i tied myself :D


fans to ease the heat, floats to quench the thirst


the yukata pair :)


minato mirai backdrop


night time is lovely, isn't it?


ultra man wannabes!

Returned to my room at nearly twelve, then I realised that tomorrow will be my last night sleeping in this room that I've resided in for the last ten months. Like I was telling yj, we've come full circle. When we first arrived in Japan, the weather was blazing hot and our rooms were empty. When we leave Japan, the weather will be blazing hot, and our rooms will be empty. It's just like a way to end an essay - rounding back to the beginning. While it sounds like we've never been here, that definitely isn't the case, and we ourselves know that best.

Frankly, I should spend some time throwing some stuff out tonight, but the all-nighter karaoke and fireworks frenzy has worn me out. I shall leave my room in its current state and go to bed, waking up early later on and trusting that I will complete the bulk of my packing by the time I go to take the little cruise at night. I hope I will have pictures for that (ie I hope my camera doesn't vibrate tomorrow!) Although I borrowed a camera from my grandfather that did me a great service tonight, I very stupidly forgot to get the charger. Now the battery's flat and I don't know how else I can charge it. It is not easy to find a friend here who lives nearby who owns a Nikon camera. :(

In any case, that's not going to stop me from accumulating all the experience I can while I'm still here. I really envy the Japanese for having the opportunities to wear their kimonos and yukatas. For this period, I have the chance to as well. Slotting myself right into the Japanese culture, I am. :)

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SMASHING SATURDAY!
Sunday, 20 July 2008

I'd better update about my day yesterday before I go about my activities for the day and accumulate more photos and events to talk about! It was a long, loooong day yesterday, but I hadn't felt so happy the whole day in such a long time!

We met at an auditorium at 9.45am, in preparation for our graduation ceremony of sorts, an indication that we are done with our year at Waseda. Although it was supposed to be formal, it was interesting seeing the varying degrees of formality that people presented. Some had pretty poor behaviour up on stage (we had to go up individually to collect our certificates), but all in all it was good!


kinda reminds me of NUS


a little cheering before the school song

After the ceremony, there was a reception, somewhat like a farewell party. It was good to have most of the exchange students there, because otherwise it would be difficult to meet up with all our friends one by one to take pictures, say our farewells etc. Still, it didn't feel very much like farewell. It takes a long while for that feeling to sink in.


we have graduated!


fooling around with a classmate's hat

That day, I also met Yoon Jeong's favourite professor, whom I've heard a lot about. We often joked that she would drool whenever she met him, or talked about him etc. To me, meeting him was so-so, since I'm not crazy about him or anything, but I liked how I was introduced to him! As her "best friend in Japan". I know, I know, I'm such a simpleton! But it's a fact that it made me happy! I think at some points in time it's always nice to have an acknowledgement of friendship, to let someone know where they stand in our lives. Being in Japan was wonderful because I have a friend like her around! :D



yay to friendship!

Soon after the school stuff was over, I met up with my cousin. Since he was curious about university, I brought him on a quick tour through Waseda, and he seemed pretty fascinated by it. After dessert at the school cafeteria, we headed to Harajuku, where we fought with the HUGE NOISY PUSHING crowd at La Foret because there was this amazing sale, where one shop slashed prices up to 90%! It's the first time I actually went out with my cousin one-on-one. Apparently he did keep the slip of paper that was passed to him a long time ago with my contact details. He'd left it in his room, but one day he put it into his wallet, brought it to office and called me during his lunch time. Apparently he thought I'd be around till September or something, and he was thinking we can meet up to hang out during this period till I go home. Little did he know my return date is so soon! But I'm very happy that he contacted me. I guess when we were younger there was this childish guy-girl divide, but being older just makes me want to be friends with my cousins, especially when I only see them once in a blue moon! So anyhow, we went shopping, then had a mexican meal at a weird time which he paid for, then he sent me back. Ahhh. I like hanging out with my cousin. I got a promise out of him that we'll meet up for at least a meal or something when I get to my grandparents' place. :)


snuck a shot while he was chatting in my room

Once back in my dorm, I went out again to the Feel Japan party. There weren't that many people in attendance, but many of those who were there, were my friends. The food was one of the best ever, and the video that Yujiro prepared made everything seem more final! Like the end was drawing nearer. It was more personal than the Waseda farewell party, because this one had pictures of us going on trips together, having fun together... Yujiro got more upset than us who are leaving. But if you think about it, it must be rather heart-wrenching deleting about 50 contacts from your phone because those people's numbers won't be in use anymore.


the video. i loved the captions throughout the video


the cake he got for us all

After the party, we went for a spot of photo-taking outside the Okuma Auditorium, something Yoon Jeong and I had been wanting to do for a while!


the ladies waiting for me while i was on the phone


we four girls :)


bye bye waseda :(


L-O-V-E! <3


fooling around with the street lamp. haduuuuugen!

Then when we were done fooling around with the street lamps and clock tower, three of us spontaneously went for karaoke, my first time in Japan! It was already 11+pm then, but hey, the night's still young, right? It was awesome fun! I'd always been rather reluctant to go singing, because my singing sucks! This time, somehow I felt comfortable - probably because I decided not to care about the different standards of singing, and simply focus on having fun. After all, at least I know my own limits, and not take part in singing competitions and declare that I want to be the next Singapore Idol! No sir, I'm not in delusion about my capabilities, haha.


kelly t and i


busy singing, busy choosing songs

Although we'd planned to stay only for an hour or so, because 1) we have things to do (YJ has reports to write, I have my room to pack) and 2) once it passed 1am there's an extra 10% surcharge.... We couldn't control ourselves when we got into the karaoke room! Standing on the sofa and bouncing around while singing (okay, that was mainly me), doing all sorts of dumb stuff.. Ahhhh I enjoyed myself so much! When we finally dragged ourselves out of the place with bleary eyes, the sun had already risen, can you believe it?!


it was FIVE am!

My throat feels a little sore from all that singing. Anyhow. Shower, sleep, get up, blog, and I have to head to my grandparents' place soon to borrow a camera, my mom's yukata, then go meet my friends for the fireworks festival. More pictures to come!

Who says that goodbyes have to be sad?

(Okay actually... for now it's still fun. But I'm pretty sure I'll end up tearing/crying at the airport when it comes down to the final goodbye.) There's so much I love about my experience in Japan!

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paint my day with gay colours
Friday, 18 July 2008

I had such a fun-filled, packed day!

1) Japanese class

We watched L: Save The World as our last movie, and since it's such a recent and modern show, it was extremely fascinating and entertaining. After which, the whole class went for lunch. It was the best attendance I'd ever seen at a class outing! After all, during most out-of-class lessons to the museums and what not, attendance is usually rather dismal. It was rather nice to see the room packed with students, gaily eating and chatting. Although it was meant to be a farewell party, it didn't really feel like goodbye. The way some people left earlier, it was almost as though we would be meeting again come Monday. However, the fact is that we won't. In any case, the three of us gave the teachers the gifts we got them, and I was really happy to see that they were very pleased with the gifts! No matter what age, women are still women, and are perked up by receiving gifts as accessories. They were so cute. I like my teachers so much. And one of them will be stopping in Singapore for a transit flight in August, and asked for recommendations of places to go. Who knows, if possible I'd like to bring her around! :)

2) Dinner with language exchange partner

Today was also the last meeting with my language exchange partner. As she is really busy with preparations for her exchange, as well as preparations for her exams, we ended up meeting only in the evening for dinner. Today was by far the best meeting, because it just felt so natural and friendly, sitting close side by side at the restaurant grilling our meat, sharing our desserts... I was happy to hear her saying that she will definitely come to Singapore, that it's just a matter of time. When she makes her way there, she'll contact me! I can't wait to have her around so I can host her. Surprisingly, she got me a gift (when we were together at the shop, no less!) and I thought that was so sweet of her! I got a handkerchief with glass prints, as well as a handphone strap with a picture of the Japanese equivalent of ice kachang. Apparently she thinks it fits me, since "Kaori" is associated with food. =p Having her as a partner made me feel really glad that I signed up for language exchange, and that instead of being mere conversation partners, we became friends. I wonder if she got along so well with her previous partners, but that's besides the point. While a part of me dreaded the Mandarin-speaking sessions sometimes, all in all it was good fun, and very good practice for me to brush up my mother tongue. :)

3) My cousin contacted me!

Now that was the biggest surprise of the day. Half a year ago, my cousin got my mobile email and number, but he never got around to contacting me, and I totally gave up on that idea. While I was browsing through the JLPT books in the coop today, suddenly I felt my handphone vibrate (it's rare that I feel it when it's in my bag) and there was an unfamiliar number calling me. I picked up, it sounded like another male friend, until he identified himself. I was so surprised, but at the same time very pleased! So we chatted, I said that I want to go to their house to use the internet (to which he said I can go anytime), and I got him to mail his email address to me. So all's good! After dinner, I received another call from him, and it appears that he's going to come down to Tokyo to meet me tomorrow! Wow, it really makes me wonder what's up with him. Why the sudden friendliness? Not that I'm complaining, of course. He thinks it's not embarrassing to finally contact me after so long, and I think it's better late than never. I wonder what we're going to do tomorrow. =D

4) Supper

Not too long after my dinner, I met the friend who'll be going to Singapore for exchange for supper. It was meant to be a snack for me, and dinner for him, but I ended up eating more than him, because he got full pretty quickly! And he ordered so much, it was a waste to not finish the food. I stuffed my face with lots of food, but he likes girls who eat a lot, so it was all good. We'd met up quite a few times, but like with my exchange partner, today was by far the best catching up session. Conversation flowed readily, and this time I got to use much more English because he wanted to get used to listening to English - or more specifically, Singaporean English. After I told him the story of how I got so scared that I'll fall off the side of the mountain while skiing, he got really hooked on the way I said, "oh shit!" He made me repeat it, and at sporadic moments, he'd suddenly blurt out "oh shit!" and grin mischievously at me. Towards the end he even wanted me to repeat the ski story just so he could hear the way I said that! Well, I'm glad I'm entertaining. -.- It was good fun. The next time we meet each other, we'll probably both be in Singapore. I can't wait! I can practise my Japanese with him, while he can have company in the interim while he waits to start school and make new friends. Win-win situation!

Tomorrow we'll be having our graduation ceremony of sorts, an official indication that we have ended our year at Waseda University. Will that farewell feel more final? There will also be a Feel Japan farewell party tomorrow evening. So many goodbyes to be said, so many times. Instead of saying goodbye, it will be better to say "see you again". After all, when there's a will, there's a way... Right? I'm just really thankful for all the friendships I've formed here. I will work to ensure that they remain intact throughout the years and the distance.

Because we have people in our lives, our lives become that much more colourful.

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not counting down, but counting blessings <3
Thursday, 17 July 2008

Now that I'm done with all my exams, reports and presentations, what have I been doing to pass time?

1) Playing with my hair

Basically experimenting with updos, testing the strength of the pins and how long the updo will last etc. All these because I don't want to wear a yukata with my hair in a ponytail! >.<


simple french twist with pins


get-up for dinner with relatives: french twist with big clip

2) Hanging out with friends

Yesterday, rather randomly, Yoon Jeong asked if I wanted to go and eat steak for dinner. Hell, yeah! Considering that I haven't had a steak in a while, I jumped at the opportunity. Yoon Jeong said she wanted to go there because she realised we wouldn't have many more chances to eat in this area. For me, it's not so much of trying out the eateries in the area, but spending more time with the very busy lady. Like she told a neighbour, we used to have most of our dinners together last semester, but this semester it's quite a rarity. That aside, dinner was good. We... derived some entertainment at the expense of our classmate. *blush*




Tonight, I went to this place called Cat's Cradle, which was really interesting because it somewhat resembled a library to me. There were shelves packed with travel books, and it reminded me of the kind of cafe-cum-bookstore that I'd read about before. Food was pretty good, company was great, so it was an enjoyable dinner. Sometimes I subconsciously allow my feelings about someone to be swayed by others' opinions, but at the end of the day my original feelings stand firm. It's really unfair to pass judgement about others without knowing them well enough, I think.



company for the night: jeff


company for the night ii: aileen

Since we were really near the Okuma Auditorium, and all of us had our cameras (my stupid handphone-wannabe vibrating camera! >.<) on hand, with the added bonus of a mini tripod that Jeff brought, we ended up taking quite a few pictures with the auditorium as the backdrop! It looks really lovely at night. I can't wait to get the pictures from Jeff tomorrow. :D

This last week seems to be for the purpose of tying up loose ends. Doing the necessary procedures like closing bank accounts and cancelling health insurance, going places we've been wanting to go but kept putting off, showing appreciation to our teachers, meeting up with the people who've made our stay in Japan an enjoyable one... I hope I don't leave anything out, only to realise when I'm in Totsuka, or even worse, in Singapore, that shoot! I forgot to do something! That would really be the pits.

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