There must be something central in our life that we tireless work at, and tirelessly work towards. There is always the underlying worry that what we are doing now, however unexciting it is, may be something that we get trapped in for a long time - simply because it is the most convenient and comfortable choice. Unmoving in the equilibrium.
Yet I have to admit that before moving to a new equilibrium, there is one very important thing I must first answer - What is it that I want to move to? The answer is still rather hazy, which explains why my moving process has been rather delayed.
And so the search for an answer continues.